COMNG OUT AGE:  46

I AM 46 YEARS OLD AND MARRIED TO A MAN, A MAN TO WHOM I'VE BEEN INVISIBLE FOR SOME TIME. 
I WENT ONLINE, MET AND FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS WOMAN. WE LIVE IN DIFFERENT STATES, SO SHE 
CAME TO VISIT WITH ME (FOR 2 MONTHS). THE VISIT WAS TO BE JUST FRIENDS BECAUSE WE FELT 
IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. BUT ONCE WE SEEN EACH OTHER, IT WAS ALL OVER. WE WERE SEXUAL 
THE WHOLE TIME, AND IT WAS LIKE NOTHING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED. WOW! BUT IT'S MORE THAN 
SEX -- WE SHOP, LAUGH, CRY, AND DID SO MANY THINGS TOGETHER. IT'S SO SO DIFFERENT BEING 
WITH A WOMAN THAN A MAN. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT WOMEN AND BEEN CURIOUS FOR ABOUT 20 YEARS. 
I JUST DIDN'T THINK I WOULD ACTUALLY ACT ON IT. BUT NOW I CAN'T IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT HER, 
AND BEING MARRIED IS ALOT OF STRESS AND UNCERTAINTY FOR BOTH OF US. HER AND I ARE SO MUCH 
ALIKE AND CONNECTED. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS AS WE JOURNEY THRU THIS.