Coming Out Age: 55

Story:

Married at 21 to a man I met at university.....UWO......first child at 24.....divorced at 34..........
second man at 35....I am  university educated.....daughter is a surgeon currently.....don't want to 
disgrace her...I was told in grade 9 in high school I spent way too much time with my girlfriend so 
I must be gay......my teacher hauled in my parents to tell them so.....they talked to me......have 
always always loved women ahead of men....can't I just just be me??? honestly??? finally? I love my 
husband..............can I describe the difference??? Counselling appreciated