Coming out Age: 30

Story:

I can completely relate to the January 6, 2008, story.  I also
 have a young child and have been married to a man I care
 deeply about for years.  He has been the only
 stability in my life.  However, I have not been able to make
 love to him without dreading it.  I feel so guilty.  I
 am also in love with a woman who clearly does not want
 children.  I don't have the energy to "come out" so
 here I am blogging in my office, but I must say I feel
 a little relieved to put it to writing.